Over the past week I've been struggling with what to write. Do I do another update of the TDH situation? Do I post more stories of our affair in happier times? Do I write about what I want someone to do to me? How I feel the need to be ravaged? Do I continue posting at all?
It's odd. When I started this blog I had so much to say - it all came tumbling out in this mixed up, crazy flood of information. Barely any rhyme or reason, just things I had to get out. And now? I still have so much to say, just not entirely sure how to say it, I suppose. But I think I'll stick around. I just need to figure out how I want to fit in now, and how Kate is going to stage her "comeback" so to speak :)
For today though? Just a random list of snippets, to keep you up to speed.
1. I've gone back to bare kitty. In fact, I did it a couple days before the affair ended. And this is how I'm going to stay; silky smooth.
2. The comments on my last post were much appreciated. I know it probably isn't *completely* over, but I'm trying.
3. I realize I'm probably delusional to keep thinking we can remain friends, but he's one of my best. I love him.
4. That being said, we've seen each other about 3 times over the past week, and so far it's all been talk - talk about dirty things, and love without actually saying love.
5. All the dirty talk has been from him. He's also the one who keeps finding ways for us to touch.
6. Yesterday we were alone in a car, on the highway, for two hours. I kept my hands to myself, and he kept reaching out to touch a "hot zone" on my thigh.
7. Does anyone else think that maybe it's him that's not ready to let go?
8. I apologize for my lack of commenting on other blogs lately. Bad Kate! I'll be better, I promise.